tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51860922011-04-21T22:49:11.683+02:00I am a Virus, I live in a Silence...linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comBlogger211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-1058424099581034622003-07-17T08:41:00.000+02:002003-07-17T08:41:39.460+02:00...leave the sign in every heart you meet, forgive me not, leave me in this mould. I don't wanna rise... I wanna stay in my obscurity, only this darkness is my light... <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-105842409958103462?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-1058423892165818502003-07-17T08:38:00.000+02:002003-07-17T08:38:12.056+02:0001. i hurt: myself <br />02. i love: my family and hunny <br />03. i hate: the hatred itself <br />04. i cry: happiness & unfulfilled wishes <br />05. i fear: viviparous <br />06. i hope: A! <br />07. i sadden: failure <br />08. i feel: lucky! <br />09. i kill: guilty feeling <br />10. i talk: confidently <br />11. i listen: endlessly song <br />12. i break: hearts <br />13. i see: internet explorer 5 hours a day :) <br />14. i smell: fou d`elle eau d`toilette <br />15. i taste: nescafe <br />16. i work: for fun <br />17. i remember: a PERFECT day on April 8, 2002 <br />18. i hold: umm...?? <br />19. i hide: my jealousy <br />20. i pray: my wishes <br />21. i walk: too fast with peeps but too slowly with my hunny <br />22. i drive: myy desires <br />23. i read: blogs <br />24. i burn: heartbreaks <br />25. i breathe: oxygen <br />26. i play: music <br />27. i miss: my hunny of curz :) <br />28. i touch: mouse <br />29. i want: my hunny!! <br />30. i wish: have myhunny eternally <br />31. i know: karma exist <br />32. i said: "kiss me" <br />33. i dream: of another PERFECT day with d`same person <br />34. i have: strong will <br />35. i fall: in love with him <br />36. i wait: for him to come <br />37. i live: for today & d`future <br />40. i die: when i have enuff of everything <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-105842389216581850?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-1058359752277578252003-07-16T14:49:00.000+02:002003-07-16T14:49:12.236+02:00Aku tidak pernah se-istimewa itu untuk menjadi sebuah cerita pada narasi orang lain. <br />Aku tidak pernah se-istimewa itu untuk bisa membongkar gelak tawamu. <br />Aku tidak pernah se-istimewa itu untuk membuatmu mengingatku. <br />Aku tidak pernah se-istimewa itu untuk membuat mereka mengingatku. <br /> <br />Hanya, mereka ter-istimewa. <br />Kamu istimewa. <br />Mereka, kamu, selalu ada. <br />Di sini, di dalam kepalaku. <br />Keserabutan yang tidak pernah sudi aku tinggalkan. <br />Kesibukan yang pernah hidup nyata disamping tubuh rapuhku. <br />Keseharian duka. <br />Keterbiasa-an luka. <br />Kebersama-an tawa. <br />Demi sesuatu. <br />Bukan pengakuan. <br />Tetapi ingatan. <br /> <br />Hanya ingatan. <br /> <br /> <br />Tetapi aku tetap tidak se-istimewa itu <br />untuk berada...didalam hati penatmu. <br /> <br /> <br />Iri, padanya, pada siapa saja yang pernah ada disana <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-105835975227757825?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-1057063368042201992003-07-01T14:42:00.000+02:002003-07-01T14:42:48.010+02:00<strong>Pencarianmu</strong> <br /> <br />Berapa luas padang yang akan kau telusuri <br />'Tuk mencari bening mata air <br />'Tuk mengukir gumpalan awan <br />Meski banyak asap memenuhi luas langit <br /> <br /> <br />Berapa luas padang yang akan kau telusuri <br />'Tuk mencari arti hidup <br />'Tuk mendapat jawaban pasti <br />Meski banyak pertanyaan memenuhi waktu <br /> <br /> <br />Waktu itu dirimu hanyut <br />Terdiam bagaikan sebatu patung <br />Menyusuri belantara mimpi <br />Mimpi yang tak kunjung nyata <br /> <br /> <br />Waktu itu dirimu hanyut <br />Terdiam bagaikan sebatu karang <br />Menyusuri belantara harap <br />Belantara angan tanpa tepian <br /> <br /> <br />poem by: Arya Kelana <br />revision by: linachera <br />Pencarianmu <br />Home <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-105706336804220199?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-1057062049350586862003-07-01T14:20:00.000+02:002003-07-01T14:20:49.313+02:00<strong>When You're Stress, Remember This... </strong> <br /> <br /> <br />The moment you are in tension <br />You will lose your attention <br />Then you are in total confusion <br />And you'll feel irritation <br />Then you'll spoil personal relation <br />Ultimately, you won't get cooperation <br />Then you'll make things complication <br />Then your BP may also rise caution <br />And you may have to take medication <br /> <br /> <br />Instead, understand the situation <br />And try to think about the solution <br />Many problems will be solved by discussion <br />Which will work out better in your profession <br />Don't think it's my free suggestion <br />It is only for your prevention <br />If you understand my intention <br />You'll never come again to tension! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-105706204935058686?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-945312832003-05-18T12:27:00.000+02:002003-05-18T12:27:41.026+02:00Just... leave me alone !!!!!!!! *hicks*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-94531283?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-942605362003-05-13T14:31:00.000+02:002003-05-13T14:31:11.306+02:00Your soul and mind, of the same kind of ether, at one so very different; one mediterranean and dark, one of long autumn days of rolling hills, apple trees, crips chimney smoke nights and miles of se coast under grey skies... I know you, your heart, sister and also I know you not. I dream you and you exist and yet you dont exist before me but in some vapor mist, in some vacuum I mingle with through electrical wires and engergy - and yet I can see, I can taste, touch, wonder.. I can conjure up an image that feels real, that is real because the words that pass through unseen lips and onto paper or typed in at liquid speed in hurried nights they move the lif from one portal to another and make me say, yes, there is something bigger, there is another life pulse which move and loves and breathes and is some shadowy mirror, some frosted other life some faded page of a past not yet happened or a future we have already seen before, the memory of it buried in our bones, only now stirring the flresh in each word, in every exchange... <br /> <br />Each word strikes through my heart like the narration of all the great heroines I`ve read who make me remember my own dreams, how closely I have come to losing them all - and how they are never fully out of reach one I step a little forward and aim at one. Yes, in my own way, I have been there too.. the separation, the increduality, the anger, the loss, the confusion, the feeling of empty betrayal and the complete loss of my dreams. And then I have been here - trying to fix the mess of myself I`ve made and also believing in myself more than I ever have - and thingking, yes, amnit, the girls with broken hearts and splintered fantasies can havfe their dreams too, some of them - and can build from the shattered ones... and find greater ones (while still carrying the shards of the past like war wounds you don`t blush at when exposed)...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-94260536?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-934593792003-04-29T13:44:00.000+02:002003-04-29T13:44:16.356+02:00<center><b>Jalanku tak Panjang</b></center> <br /> <br /><center>Engkau adalah penuntun hatiku <br />Engkau adalah pengukir jiwaku <br />Yang memberi kedamaian <br />Dan tak bisa ku ungkapkan...kepadamu</center> <br /> <br /><center>Kutemukan sepercik keteduhan jiwa <br />Kudapatkan sebentuk kelembutan hati <br />Menyentuh sekujur tubuhku yang lemah <br />Aku tahu...yang kurasakan</center> <br /> <br /><center>Semoga...aku masih bisa melewatkan separuh putaran bumi <br />Jalanku tak panjang... <br />Mungkin untuk bisa menuai waktu <br />Bersama dirimu...</center> <br /> <br /><center>Engkau adalah pelumpuh cintaku <br />Engkau adalah pelipur tangisku <br />Yang memberi kekuatan tuk menapak lebih jauh <br />Harapanku...</center> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-93459379?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-934582282003-04-29T13:07:00.000+02:002003-04-29T13:07:45.550+02:00<center><b>Jika Aku Bukanlah Aku</b></center> <br /> <br /><center>Jika aku bisa menjadi dua <br />Aku kan langsung terbang <br />Menjemput kamu yang sedang sendiri <br />Yang memikirkan kita</center> <br /> <br /><center>Aku berharap suatu saat <br />Aku dan kamu bersatu <br />Di waktu yang... <br />Di tempat yang berbeda <br />Bukan di dunia ini pastinya, sayang</center> <br /> <br /><center>Jika aku tak sendiri <br />Kan kutemani kamu <br />Jika aku bukanlah aku <br />Dengan segala aku</center> <br /> <br /><center>Jika bumi bisa diganti <br />Dengan bumi yang lain <br />Jika mimpi bukanlah mimpi <br />Dan semua kenyataan</center> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-93458228?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-924180052003-04-11T11:38:00.000+02:002003-04-20T12:33:01.000+02:00Aku kangennnnnnn.... <br />Ngerti kangen ga se ?? <br /> <br />Aku kangennnnnnn... <br />Tau kangen ga se ?? <br /> <br />Aku kangennnnnnn... <br />gimana dong... ihhh...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92418005?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-924172572003-04-11T11:10:00.000+02:002003-04-11T11:10:14.826+02:00Hohohoho... semalem puwas banget dirikuh gebukin maling!! tuw maling buron dari dua taon yang lalu... qeqeqe... kesiannnn deh lo... mang enak digebukin orang :P~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92417257?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-923582482003-04-10T15:34:00.000+02:002003-04-10T15:34:35.763+02:00huffffff........ akhirnya :D~ <br />uhuiiii dech ihhh.. !! <br /> <br />pengen nonton pelem Tusuk Jaelangkung...*hicks* pelem Kafir aja lom nonton...sebel banged, kalo ke rental picidi mesti lagi pada kluar pelem² nyang baru...huhuhu... tolong :P~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92358248?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-923507512003-04-10T11:54:00.000+02:002003-04-10T15:29:10.000+02:00tes postingg :D kmaren² tuW gak bisa kebuka urlnya. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92350751?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lisa Afridanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-923504672003-04-10T11:44:00.000+02:002003-04-10T11:44:06.793+02:00test! <br />posting! <br />test! <br />posting! <br />test! <br />posting! <br />.......... <br /> <br />:D~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92350467?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-922141302003-04-08T13:09:00.000+02:002003-04-08T13:40:55.000+02:00<img src="http://images.google.com/images?q=tbn:HuUH438yT9sC:www.romwell.com/books/cooking/img/BlackForest.jpg"> <br /><br> <br /><p style="line-height: 100%; margin-left: 15; margin-right: 0; margin-top: 0; margin-bottom: 0" align="justify"><font size="5">Happy B`day Hunny!!<br> <br />1e99x...Muuuaccchhhh...!!</font><br><font size="4">I love you so much,<br>Always and Forever...</font></p> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92214130?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-921910442003-04-08T04:13:00.000+02:002003-04-08T04:13:36.686+02:00met ultah mas anno <br />sukses yakk :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92191044?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lisa Afridanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-921505752003-04-07T16:34:00.000+02:002003-04-07T16:34:52.106+02:00myhunny besok ulang tahun :) <br />huaaaaaaa.....ga dapet blackforest dunk dirikuh *hicks* <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92150575?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-921493392003-04-07T16:11:00.000+02:002003-04-07T16:11:52.873+02:00hunny, kalau pusing istirahat donk, gak boleh telat makan biar enggak masuk angin, yah sayang :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92149339?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iskennoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-920897462003-04-06T16:31:00.000+02:002003-04-06T16:31:20.000+02:00Huhuhuhu....dakuh puscing ga bisa tidurrrrrrr!!! <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-92089746?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-918807452003-04-03T03:29:00.000+02:002003-04-03T03:29:56.966+02:00walahhhh bahasa inggrisnya garink. Ajarin dunK :P <br />tq atas inpaitnya yakkk<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-91880745?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lisa Afridanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5186092.post-915424412003-03-28T13:46:00.000+01:002003-03-28T13:46:22.106+01:00<b>love or something like it... </b> <br /> <br />love me and show me how a human being can give their heart without dying? Make my heart stop if you must if it means the possibility of a mutual possession. I cannot see anything before me but you. You in the light of a new and foreign clarity. Was there life before this moment? Before the glance, the lock and key of fate, the lingering stare, the smile (or was it a grimace), the small painful incision, the rush, the sudden surge, the glowering, the hope, the despair and then the flowering of everything I have ever wanted concentrated now into one thing? <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5186092-91542441?l=lovingme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>linahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11345040192016584656noreply@blogger.com